tralalalalalala~~~

nilagay ko ito sa "About Me" part ng friendster ko. gusto ko rin sanang ilagay sa welcome box dito sa multiply, kaya lang parang masyadong epal. ahahaha. ayun. wala lang. shinare ko lang. :p

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There are a lot things about me that I want you to know, but I don’t know if you want to know about it. So if you want to know more about it, just ask me. I’ll just write here what I cannot say in front of other people or what I think people would not have thought of asking about me.

I like people who agree with me, but I like better those people who have the guts/will to correct me and teach me new things.

I like abstract things, thoughts, and ideas. They make me feel that anything and everything in this world is not predetermined, that nothing is absolute, and my future is still to be made by me.

I have a little bit inferiority complex, but I’m trying my best to think that each person has his/her own talent/s and his/her own way of doing things. Even I could have a special role for the earth’s benefit. However, I know that this is not excuse for me to slack off and just accept that other people are better than me. On the contrary, it gives me more reason to hone my skills and improve my talents (if there are any).

I am an introvert. I often want to be left alone. I find it hard to communicate with other people and make new friends. I could not express what I really feel in front of the people that I love. But I really treasure those people, and if you feel that you’re one of them, I want you to be happy because I love you.

If I really, really want something, I will use everything within my reach and I will do everything that I can do to get it, but of course, without hurting other people (that much >:D ). I also have this inner desire to please everybody, which is really annoying. Sometimes, I just don’t know when to stop. And it takes several words from the people close to me before I can bring to a halt what I am doing or thinking.

I only have one wish. For me to be happy as long as the people around me are not sad. Even though these words are easy to say, they can be barely achieved, because there’s just no way for everybody to be happy.

But pressure often changes a person. One or all of the description here about me today may not be applicable tomorrow. But I know that one thing is sure, that no matter how much change will occur to me, to the people around me, and to the things around me, I know that I am Jane. And I will not exchange anything about me for anything about this world.



Because I love myself. :)


[Heh. Some parts are so abstract. And I love it. ;) ]