Tuesday, May 02, 2006

A Sad Story...

Uy... basahin nyo oh... hehehe...
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A Sad Story...

Whatever you read
be sure not to do it ... It’s painful!
I don't know why...

As I sat in my English class, I stared at a girI next to me. She was my so called 'best friend' I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she were mine. But she didnt notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. l handed them to her She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the check. I Want to tell her I want her to know that I don't want us to be just friends I love her but I'm just too shy ... and I don’t know why.

Two summers had passed. One fine afternoon, the phone rang. On the other end, it was she. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about her love that broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, that she wanted someone talk to. So I did. As I sit next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft, brown eyes, wishing she were mine. After three hours, one Freddie Prinze, jr. movie, three bags of chips, and a pool of tears, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want US to be just friends. I love her but I'm just too shy... and I don’t know why.

Senior year, the day before prom, she walked to my locker "My date is sick so he wont be able to go," she said. Well, I didn't have a date, and by the way, we made a promise when we were on our 7th grade that if neither of us will have a date, we wouId go together just as 'best friends" So we did.

Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her door?step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know, it. Then she said, "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her I want her to know that I don't want us to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy, ... and I don't know why.


A day passed, then a week then a month. Before, I could blink, it was graduation day I watched her as her perfect body floated like an angel up on the stage to get her diploma I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that and I knew it. Before everyone went home, She came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as we hugged each other. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You're my best friend... thanks!" Then she gave me a kiss on the cheek. I Want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want us to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy ... and I don't know why.

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married. That, girl is getting, married…now I watched her say 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to ... another man I wanted her to be mine but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she draw near me and said, "You came!" She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want us to be just friends. I love her, but I’m just too, shy ... and I don't know why

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'. At the service, they read a diary entry she had written in her High School life. This is what it read.

"I stare at him wishing he was mine: but he doesn't notice, me like that and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want us to be just best friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy... and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loves me!"

I wish I did too ...if only I had the courage to do so, then I could have not lost the girl l only loved... my BEST FRIEND.


Do yourself a favor. Tell what YOU feel about him/her that you love him/her. Even if you don't know how he/she'll react, just let him/her know how you really feel deep inside because THEY WON'T BE THERE FOREVER


-Adapted

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Ito ang istoryang ayaw makita ni Macy... sorry kung pi-nost ko dito ah... hehehe...
Ito pala ay post ni Roanne sa forums ng quesci batch 2007 at kinopya ko lang dito... wala lang talaga... roanne kinopya ko ah, wag kang magagalit... peace tayo.
Yun na lang muna... okey... wala lang talaga akong malagay... hehehe...

1 comment:

roanne d=) said...

hi jane!!

haha.. anggaleng mo po talaga at nahanap mo pa un.. waaaw.. pero may similar story pa nyan sa school paper namin nung elem.. mas tragic.. grabe.. waaaaaah.. pero, mejo kyut rin yan.. haha.. sabihin nio lng po s akin kung gus2 nio mabasa ha.. ishmiley pow lagi.. d=)